ABOUT

I am a 5D Ascension & Soul Embodiment Mentor, a 3/5 Splenic Projector, and a multi-dimensional intuitive channel.

From a young age, I already had many questions about soul connections. I always wondered, if we come back in soul groups, how does that work for me living here with a Dutch family, being born in Sri Lanka? What's going on here? Who am I connected to on soul level. Even younger versions were wondering if my birth mom in Sri Lanka was looking at the same stars as I did during the night.

And then the uncomfortable desire that you want to visit your family in Sri Lanka. How do you share this feeling with your parents as a teenager? 

When I was 12 years old, I went back to Sri Lanka, and in all honesty, I wasn't ready. There was so much resistance in my field. I didn't eat for the first couple of days. How could I? We stayed at the most luxurious hotels with my family and as soon as we entered the street I only could see poverty. And these people looked like me. I was one of them, but I also wasn't. 

There was so much confusion present in my field and contraction in my body, that I spent most of that trip with my eyes closed, sleeping, and listening to music on my Discman. All chapters I was already navigating from a young age. 

So yeah, I am adopted from Sri Lanka and grew up in the Netherlands. While it may have seemed like a happy childhood from the outside, beneath the surface, there was much more happening... 

Up until around 9 years old I went in and out of the hospital because I refused to eat and drink. So I would dry out and be put on tube feeding. Because I didn't keep my arm still, they connected a wooden plank underneath, and I was told my arm was on holiday now... ;-)

Everything was directed to the separation wound from the adoption journey, so the teams in the hospital didn't look further if there was anything else going on, underneath the surface levels what looked like a happy family with a troubling adopted child. 

However, I have also been sexually abused since the age of 5.

I've come to deeply innerstand that my soul purposefully chose these experiences to support both lineages and humanity in its ascension and evolution. Confronting the depths of darkness, I emerged unafraid of the shadows, equipped to hold profound and transformational healing spaces.

On my personal journey, I've explored diverse healing modalities, including regression, plant medicine, breathwork, somatic release practices, shamanic practices, innerchild work. kundalini activations, quantum flow etc. 

2019 was. my big quantum leap year, which was a journey that was activated two years prior during my first ibogaine journey.

Through these experiences, I've discovered the power of making every learning my own, infusing it with my unique soul codex.

Working with various coaches and mentors, and participating in mastermind, private, and group mentorships, I've at times lost myself while trying to be like my peers.

These experiences have taught me the utmost importance of unapologetically embracing all that I am. I've realized that there is no one like me, and that uniqueness is my greatest gift.